A friend of mine recently told me to draw a picture that mirrors my feelings. He said that having a emotional connection with what you are drawing will help improvements occur, but also give life to the drawing, which mine seem to be missing. It's, uhh, it's defiantly going to be something interesting. Not sure if I'm going to do it on my tablet and continue its exploration or go to a traditional media. I don't think colors will be present in it, still have no idea on how that works.
Haven't gotten a chance to work on heads/faces since I did my little Rarity thing. Hopefully this weekend or tonight if things go well.
I'm hoping things go well... It's just... I don't know anymore. I'd vent, but it'd just be screaming into the sky for long periods of time. I know I've screwed some things up, and I need to fix them. I've just been angry for so long, kept it pent up for so long, even fooled myself into believing it wasn't there that I just don't know what to do. I only see the path before me as an option now.
I think I'll draw something like that. A internal conflict, rage and peace. Maybe even have a fight between two entities going on. Hmm...